Recently I came across a journal entry from January, 2005. I talked about some of the goals I had for the year and my progress and lack thereof towards meeting them. I shared some current frustrations I was having in ministry. I then asked God to help me be more disciplined.
Then I read the last sentence of that day’s journal. I wrote, “God, at 41, some days it feels that I’m not accomplishing anything.”
Looking back at my life now, I’m sure it was a one day “pity party” (Yes, even pastors have those), because that was during a season when eleven core families were meeting regularly in our living room, preparing to launch a church. That would be our second plant, and this one would go on to be one of the fastest growing churches in the country and is still accomplishing more now than we ever dreamed possible.
I don’t share that to bring attention to myself. And, it’s not so much that a church needs to grow at that pace. God may use you in completely different ways than He has used me. It may be with one person, a thousand people, or millions. God has a unique plan for every person’s life. I share it because it points to an important principle in ministry that’s true for all of us.
We seldom see the good God is doing through us as we are doing it.
That keeps us humble.
That keeps us in prayer.
That keeps us desperate for His hand to be upon us.
Are you in the middle of a stressful season of ministry or life? Are you wondering if any of your efforts are making a difference?
If so, and if you are being obedient to God’s will as much as you know how, then stand firm.
Don’t give up! Stay tuned!
God is up to things you can’t even imagine.
God is using you Mighty Warrior! (Judges 6:12)
And, I’m praying He allows you to see some fruit from your labor as you continue to trust Him.